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relationship

2011-04-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

i been staying with him for weeks after we broke up.. but however, things arent going the way we wanted. it hurts more than what we expected. been checkin his facebook so as him checking mine. seriously, jealousy and sadness pops up everytime we both saw each other contacting opposite sex people and stuffs. he been having his life so as me. i seldom go out anymore as i dont drive and transport been a big problem for me to go out especially in the night. all i can say is i am sorry for hurting you. afterall i am not a good girlfriend. i could not play my role as your girlfriend that well and as what you expected. i tried changing your thinking throughout this whole week we been staying together but i failed. your mind is totally fixed. all i can do is listen to breakup songs and cry all by myself in the blanket. although you were beside me, but u never bother. probably u wanna comfort me but u dont know how. i cant blame u for that either. i have small amount of friends to talk to thus i only can blog. i wish i could hug u whenever i am sad. but i need to ask your permissions first. that is so awkward though. i wish things could be better between us as time passes by. love you lots!

heartbroken

2011-04-10T03:17:00.000-07:00

i really dont know what to say this time cause the biggest fault is me, myself. i did the same mistake twice in this relationship. however, the second time is not as worse as the first one. honestly, i already learnt my lesson in the first case.. but that does not goes to my boy.. i know how he feels all along.. he felt so unsafe, sad, and dont know how to face it if the second time happens again. because i know how he felt, i dont want to do it again. i really felt that he is the mr right for me all along from the first day of our relationship. however, i realized that i really screwed up the relationship in the first case thus i dont want it to repeat again. as for the second case, i can promise u that really nothing happened. i did not repeat the first case. but when i came back, he suspects. fine, i am okay with that cause that is a normal reaction as the first time happens after i returned from outstation. back to the second case, i did think twice before doing anything cause i dont want to hurt him as he is really part of my life. when i came back, i dont blame him for suspecting but still he does not trust me. again, i cant blame him cause this is another normal reaction as i hurt him before. he is just being cautious. he is afraid that the same thing would happen again and feel hurt too. yet, we argued for nothing that's why i did dedicate a song, "mad" by ne-yo to him during that cold war. another issue came out was i met this new bunch of lovely friends so i asked his permission to allow me to hang out with this bunch of people. again, he afraid cause the person that he suspects is part of the gang. again i would not blame him for being protective. but i hoped that i could have more friends cause honestly i really have small number of friends. most of my besties were not here and some dont really keep in touch with me anymore. then i went out with this bunch of friends and came back kinda late. again, he noticed something happen in my twitter. i thought that twitter is all about myself expressing my own feelings. the suspected guys seems to reply my tweets though. my boy went twitting and saw. one day after outing, he came and asked me what is going on between me and the other guy. i could not explain more cause there is nothing happening. he got angry and again another cold war. i was so upset and hoped out from the car while he is driving home. that night, we did not speak to each other at all. the very next day, we never talked and i asked him to drop me at shopping mall to meet up with friends. as what happened between me and my boy, the suspected guy and his friends cared and tried to cheer me up. that night i went home late. my boy was upset, but i am afraid that if i returned home early, we would argue again. i really dont want that to happen though so i retuned home late. the next morning i feel so sad and emo. i really dont know what to do but hugging him. then we tried to settle things and all. we had a conclusion with a cooling period. okay, we stick with it. but however, i feel that he is being very cold to me during that war. at this moment i really dont know who to talk to and cry to. all i know i got that new bunch of friends that could comfort so i went to find them. that night my boy came to fetch me home. we sat at a cafe for restaurant and start talking again. that moment i was so jealouse of him cause he had lots of friends and family members start calling him asking aboout his love life. i was thinking why i dont have that such of bunch of people to care about me when i am down. again, i cried in public. that night we went home, yea he hugged me but it was a friend hug. for that few days i am really emotionally down. i really clueless about what to do and all. one day i went out, yet forgot to bring my phone. i rushed home, saw him holding my phone with tears. my heart really broken at that moment. i felt that i am a jerk for hurting his feeling. i could not say much then he just passed me the phone and went back to the room. i was squating down and cried. he heard, he came out but i ran away from home. i really dont know where to head to other than my friends. i went to look for them then i went back to my house. i realized i need family love now but i could not express to them how heartbroken am i. i keep crying in my room. my dad saw but i just ignored him asking me what happened. my mum was not around but if she does, i wont tell her as well cause she would asked tons of questions that i would not want to answer. i keep avoiding my dad by goin out to shopping mall alone. i feel so sucked crying in public everytime i sat down. at night i retuned home, i really want to give my boy a call but he just would care anymore. i just dont know what to do but sleep. the next day i skipped class cause i dont want to go back to college where i might bumped into my boy and start crying. till today i saw my boy again as i am back to college cause i need to rush my assignments. but again i burst into tears. i guess this relationship really gave me a strong impact cause he is really the one for me and i hurt him so badly that he could not take it the second time. all i can say i m sorry, bi. and i love u so much!! *heartbroken*

love life...

2010-08-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

its been a while i do blogging... yet, this time i blog will be about me and my mr right... ;) i n him used to be together for 9 months... v both loved each other so much till v decided to settle down to build a happy family... yet, it did not worked out... because i ruined that dream of ours... its me... i am the one playing with fire and caused myself trapped in the fire... i hurt him so much till he is so suffering to stay by my side... i am really sorry... sorry for causing all this... v both really cherish our moments together... having him beside me was not a regret thing to do in my life... v both were so sweet and loving... none of any arguments made both of us seperated but only tears.. he really made my life was different... he made my life lively and colourful... yet, its me who does not appreciate him throughout the whole relationship.. he done so many things which touched my heart and myself... i really will not forget these memories but will cherish it no matter wat... sorry...

worst day ever!!!

2009-03-24T22:48:00.000-07:00

well... yday was 24th of mac 2009... wad was the worst thing ever happen to me??? ppl who are b****es said that i m the devil when i m the real angel in the whole situation.... well... i shall name the b****es as 'S' (guy) n 'V' (girl)... ok... let me explain from the begining... the begining of the story is when this final sem of mine starts... i start to know S closely since this sem but not to close that i know his true colour of his personality... it was a weekday where me and my bf's gang went to main campus... S was thr too... his fren asked me whether i could borrow my ID card for S so he could borrow a book from library... n i said can... so his fren n me went to library to get the book... at the same time in the library... his fren suggested a book that i should borrow which is beneficial for one of the subjects i m taking now.... so i borrowed the book... meaning to say on that day i borrow 2 books... however i left the books with S cuz i gotta rush home... after i left the campus, i did msg him askin him to bring back the book for me the next day... on the same day my bf's fren dropped S at his cousin's hse... then, the next day he told me he forgot to bring... so i excused him for tat reason... but however, i kept on tellin him to bring the book to me... n he kept on forgettin... till one day my mum called up scolding me for the reason i borrow books for my frens under my ID card... cuz my mum say that the uni send me reminders for both books... i got so pissed off... i quickly called him to bring the book back on that weekend and asked him to pay for the penalties of the books... he agreed... so i feel much reliefed... then.... he oni get to return one book to me which is the book that he borrowed...the book that i borrowed he said he left it at our fren's car which fetched him to his cousin's hse that day... fine... so i asked the fren who drove him... and he say the book wasnt in the car!! i got pissed off again... den the next day... the fren who drove him and my fren that suggested to borrow the book told him that he kept the books in one of his laptop bags... den suddenly S said 'oh yeaaa!!€ i remembered now!! i shall go find it by this weekend n bring back on mon!!' den i felt relief again.... den on the mon he say the book is lost for sure now!!! i was like f**k!!! the before my school trip my mum called bout the book cuz the campus send reminders again... then after the trip, i asked my mum how much is everythin... she say its rm180++... den i ask for the date of the letter... the letter was with my mum 2 weeks before the trip... so i quickly settle it once i came back from my trip... i asked my mum to pay for it 1st... everythin was rm280... den i told S... he said ok n hhe wil pay back to me... but whenever i ask for the money, he give reasons that he cant return it to me... i felt so angry n sad.... cuz i got no more cash from mum n i dependin on my bf instead.... this when the V comes into the story... well... whenever i asked for the money, V is wit S.... so... one day.... they went to meet my bf's best fren n the fren tat suggested me to borrow the book... both V & S complain to them that i being calculative & i m the one who lost the book instead of S... how pissed off was i when i heard it???

facebooky!!

2008-06-04T05:55:00.001-07:00

jus informin i open a new acc in facebook!! add me at passionofcolour@hotmail.com... =D

1st presentation...

2008-05-13T08:29:00.001-07:00

it was monday yesterday... which means i m attendin eng communication class... well... my lecturer is mrs sally.... she's quite sweet n lovely n kind lecturer... i love her... =D we had our 1st group discussion in d class... so v group ourselves in 4 in a group... in my group all gals... =D v had tis slight discussion bout school system... so v did our discussion n all... after tat, each group gotta send a representative... n pratically the lucky one is chosen by our lecturer... haiz... mana tahu yesterdat in my group i was the LUCKY one!!! so i got chosen n present our discussion in front of the class... wow!!! the experience was somethin diff... haha!!! the classroom was quite cold... so i m quite shiverin la!!! XD n guess was my class held together wit some seniors... so its like i m presentin in front of elder students lo... a bit scary!!! @.@ n i kept talkin in front of the class bout the topic lo... n then QUESTION time!!! which means i hav to ans other group's ques... n tat is a compulsory thing to be done by each group... OMG!!! n my weakness is i cant reali get the ques on the spot!!! pratically twice my classmates ask ques... twice also i answered serong!!! lol!!! =D

tiring week!!!

2008-05-11T08:00:00.000-07:00

its been a week i in my college at cheras... although tat week in all bout briefin oni, it stil makes me quite tired... tat is because after class i went shoppin wit my dear fren, clover... hehe... =D so smart of me... haha!! mon went jusco.. tues went sungai wang... wed went mid valley... thurs went leisure mall... fri went petaling street... pratically our classes tis week were very short till on tues i n my fren came late to class around 30 mins... den v went for the class oni for 15 to 30 mins... i n my fren were like... *wat the hell! class for oni 15 mins??* i a bit piss off la... but the main blame is on me also... y m i so late??? lol xD n also tis week$ i m being a spendthrift... i almost spend around rm100 for my materials for my college use... n then around rm150 for other stuff... =D

college!!!

2008-04-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

2day i went my college's orientation!! it wil last 4 two days... 2day is jus d 1st day... hmph!! b4 tat... i actuali move into hostel in my campus... although the campus is located at cheras... yet... i could nt drive... n lazy to use ktm service... i choose to stay in hostel instead... lol!!! the hostel room is quite nice... pratically everythin in the room is new... which tis brings advantage to me... lol =D but one thing... i m so freakin bored stayin in the hostel... no roommate.... haven got one yet... den i got no laptop... lagi bored!!! haiz... could eat & bath & sleep... haiz... well... continue back wit my orientation session... everythin started at 9.30am... the day started wit lame jokes n acts from 2 djs... one is patricia n one is john... they sorta did ice breakin session...lol!! den v had a small games... its so called... 'musical chairs' lol =D at the end of the game... 6 ppl were not seated so they had to play other game... which 2 in a pair... both hav to talk n talk n talk... *swt* den all the short briefin starts... everythin ends at 3 somethin in the afternoon!!! it was a tired day afterall!!!

its been a long time...

2008-04-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

heylo... its been a while i update my bloggy... well... my stupid com at home la... cant use internet... haiz... wanna go cc... but no time n transport!!! haha!! since i can use com now, might as well i update my bloggy.... haha!!! pratically its almost may now... n i quited my job at crystal shop.... lol!! stress free from workin place ady... now i shud concentrate more on my studies!! at last i could start studyin now like my other frens... miss books?? not reali... miss skulin life?? not reali... haha!! but i jus intend to study... tats all!! lol startin college life soon.... cant w8!!! haha!!! =D

vacation!! xD

2008-04-06T07:48:00.000-07:00

heylo... its been a long time i updatin my dearest blog here... sorriee!!! =D practically i jus got back from phillipines... wow!!! i did reali hav a gud time at thr!! the weather is hot weih!!! lol xD the scenery at certain places were reali nice!! the food thr was nice too!!their delicacies is quite familiar wit chinese delicacies in malaysia... so practically if malays were to go thr, they would hav prob eatin thr... *i dun mean to insult all malay ppl... sry if u felt so..* especially the dessert which they called 'halo-halo' lol... they also hav this greetin which is 'mabuhay' which means life... but if u pronouced it wrongly, it brings the meaning of a foul language tho... lol xD i was at thr for 9 days... i went to tagaytay... santa cruz... taal... makati... malate... san pablo... i travel a lot at thr... very tiring... certain days i also walked almost 7-8 km... jus to save rm1.00 transport expense... haiz... but its also gud for me to lose weight!! xD the traffic at thr was reali bad... even worst than kl roads... till a taxi driver could drive between 2 big buses... wow!!! when i m in the taxi i m so afraid i could get squashed!! haha!! i went to the shoppin mall located at makati... it was huge!! much bigger than one utama!!! thr r a lot of branded goods thr too... still the prices also expensive... haha!!! at thr also got a lot of fast food restaurants... haha!! throughout the whole journey, i travel a lot by jeepney... its like a jeep but longer compared to normal ones... its fun tho... practically everythin were fun xcept for the part i got sunburn!! =(

lucky day

2008-03-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

hey lo... its been a long time i been bloggin... lol xD well... i wanna share tat 2day is another day for lil rachel here!!! xD hehe... 1st of all... my spm results turned out well!!! i scored wit flyin colours!!! i cried out tears of joy when i get my results!! so happy!!! =D due to tat.... my dear boss gave me a crystal bracelet tat i reali liked!!! OMG!!! i stoned when she say she wanna gimme a crystal bracelet!! wow!!! i m so happy!!! =D den another lucky thing tat happen to me is... my fren bought me ice cream... wow!! n its from baskin robin weih!!! i m so glad!!! i eat till i feel so full now!!! xD it was full wit choco n nuts!!! yummy!!!! =D 2day is reali my lucky day!!! =D i wish every single day i m tis lucky!!!

scared!!1

2008-03-11T07:28:00.001-07:00

hmph!! i m sure 2ml is d big day for all form 5 last year... yet its a scary day!!! haha!! especially me!!! i m dam scared now!! i m afraid i could not get straight A's!! i reali wanna get straight A's!! i m sure i m not d oni form 5 tat wans straight A!! lol xD hmph!! hopefully every1 straight A's la!!! =D

blue hair!!

2008-03-08T07:26:00.000-08:00

haha!! say goodbye to my red hair!! n say hi hi to my blue n purple hair!! lol!! on thurs i dyed my hair again!!! my base colour was black!! n front part of my hair is blue n purple!! well... to get tat 2 colours... i bleached my hair.. poor my hair!!! =( but its alrite!! haha!! after the bleachin process my hair turns yellowish!! lets do some questionin time!! yellow + blue = ? ? ? d ans is green!! so my hair colour is??? still blue yet a bit greenish!! haha!! n my purple turns out well!! jus love my hair!! =D ppl wld say i m a lala gal... yet i tink my stylist made my hair look okay... nt even hav a single aspect of lala gal... thankz to him!!! =D

ash's bday!!

2008-03-08T07:15:00.000-08:00

yday was 7th mac 2008!! d best day for ash in his life!! muahaha!! we celebrate his bday!! the 'we' includes me, esther n shin lin!! hehe!! v actuali got this bday suprise for him!! unfortunately he himself screwed it up!! sry ash!! i noe u did nt wan tis to happen too!! xD but everythin did go well too!! i met up wit esther after my work!! den v went to get ash's present!! v got him a wallet from extreme!! it was nice!! hehe... thx to me n esther's taste!! lol!! den ash came wit his 2 frens named kovieen n firdwan!!! firdwan was d driver last nite!! he fetched us to hartamas to meet up wit some frens... act its skulmate... lol! well.... i SHISHA-ED!! it was nice n fun to shisha!! haha.. v ate pizza n satay too!! lol!! around 11 v chao.... went to shin lin's hse!! to do d suprise!! haha!! v gt ash a cake!!! =D v went to the pool side to celebrate!! well... act i wanted to push ash into the pool!! but unfortunately he's sick!! haha!! yet esther splash him wit mineral water when he wans to drink it!!! wakakka!!! well... rmb bout cake??? haha!! tis is the best part!! shin lin push ash's head towards the cake when i ask him to fin d last piece!1his face was full wit cream!! lol!! yet he look cute!! shin lin got him a balloon!! hehe!! shin lin took a photo of him wit the cake smash on his face while holdin d balloon!! n even wit a pose!! lol!! d whole nite was so fun!! its been a while i hang out wit my close mates!! i miss u guys!!! muax!!

clubbing!!

2008-03-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

monday i went clubbing!!! it was so fun!! i went to the sanctuary at the curve!! it was my 1st time i went clubbin wit my frens!! i cld hav known clubbing was so much fun!! after work which means i off at 10pm, my colleague's boyfren fetch us there... we went in a group of 10 to 15 ppl... haha... all 2gether include 4 gals n others all guys... although beggining of the nite, v got screwed up already!! cuz another 2 cars wit guys were suppose to meet us nearby one utama... but bcuz they were so SMART, they drove to the curve n got stuck in no whr!!! v wasted 1 hr waitin for them!!! haiz!! SMARTYPANTS la them!! after v met them, obviously v went to the pub lor... once v go in, it was a bit empty la!! cuz its stil early ma!! hehe!! v even drink at the pub!!! so v got 2 tables!! those guys ordered 3 bottles of liquor!!! guess how much was it?!?!? it cost almost rm1000!! crazy!! luckily the bill was a treat from a fren of ours!!! muahahaha!!! haha... thr was heneiken beer... sry if wrg spellin!! hennessey liquor!! coke!! tea!! haha!! among us, oni me was stil awake!! every1 drunk ady!! =D i so kuai lui!! wun drink so much liquor wan!! moreover the hennessey liquor is a heavy alcohol!! i was at the pub for 3 hrs!! i danced all nite!! d songs were so clubby!! lol xD i wish i cld go thr again!! =D

funny?!?!?

2008-02-29T04:54:00.001-08:00

hmmm... bout d guy i mention b4 tis... i act went to catch a movie wit him on wed.... everythin was goin well... till after d movie... i brought him to d place i works cuz i wanna my fren to 'tilik nasib' bout his feelings towards me... but unfortunately... d process did nt run well... n one of my staff asked him... 'do u like rachel? u wan us to hlp u out?' she asked him like tis... he was stoned... pack his stuff n jus walk away... i was like... ' wow! how can he do tat? how can he walk away without tellin me he's leavin?' even if he feels shy, he shud at least leave a msg tellin me he's leavin for some reason... but without anythin he walked away... haiz... i reali tink he's nt d guy 4 me... i dun deserve tis type of guy!! i deserve a way better wan than him!! my frens told me tat tis type of guy ar... cannot b trusted wan!! haha!!

advices?!?!?

2008-02-26T06:31:00.000-08:00

hmph!!! ^.- i m kinda confused now... duno whether i shud go wit tis guy... well... i met him nearby my workin place.. more or less 2 mths v noe each other.. but these days... he reacted quite diff... d way he treat me... d way he look at me.. d way he talks to me.. n d funny thing is he even asked can he tackle me... *blushin* OMG!!! i was stoned when he ask tat ques ler... haha! act.... he's quite kind... good hearted... tall... caring... funny... he treats me gud.. he cares bout me a lot! alwiz ask whether i full a nt. lol. cuz i dun eat a lot when i go break wit him... haha!!! i feel comfortable when i m wit him... haha.. mayb cuz he's a tall guy! lol xD he bought me a BIG bar or TOBLERONE chocolate!! xD so sweet of him!! den.. bcuz of wanna watch movie wit me... he act replace back his 3 workin hrs on his off day ler... i feel so guilty!! so i muz reali reali go watch movie wit him 2ml... haha! xD so how ar?? if he ever ask tat 'QUES'.... WAD SHUD I ANS???

a**hole!!! sry 4 being rude...

2008-02-18T06:29:00.000-08:00

stupid la.. beginning of d day i ady got screwed up by my fren... wth!!! i m suppose to bring her stuff tis morning... but unfortunately when i go work. i 4GOT!!! den when she ask, i say i 4got la... immediately she show her stupid face!!! d mm song face!! wth weih!!! nt i duwan bring ma.. my memory so bad.... she show her temper in front of me weih!! i also do my part la!! i called my dad n bring d stuff to my shop!! n i jus throw it on d table!! whole day i nvr talk to her!! she's a stupid b***h!!! sry 4 being rude...

lonely....

2008-02-17T07:08:00.000-08:00

suddenly i felt dam lonely... no frens around... nobody talked to me... nobody called me... nobody ask me out... i m like lost all my closed frens... n d worst thing is i gt nobody in my life... *boyfren i meant* even when i m sad, nobody knew it.. when i m happy, also nobody wil realise i m happy... even 2day i jus wanna go break wit my skulmate, he said he goin break wit his fren... when i off work, i saw him wit another gal.. i felt tat i m too botherin him.. cuz past few days, i hav look for him cuz i had probs... mayb i m botherin him too much... tats y he duwan talk to me... if den i stop la... i also had a fren... he oni talk to me past 2 days... the person nvr msg me in these 2 days... when i msg him 2day... i feel tat i m also botherin him... m i act botherin ppl a lot??? whr r my close frens??? i nid u guys badly!!!

sad!!!

2008-02-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

haiz... 2day is a reali sad day 4 me.. b4 i go work.. i go walk around one utama.. i was shocked!! i saw my 1st ex!! my godness!! i was like STONED!! of all ppl, y HIM??? den fine la.. during work.. i was servin... a gang passed by.. guess who??? its my 2nd ex wit his frens.. n d worst thing is.... HE'S WIT A GAL!?!?! i was like *WTH* !!! y let me c him wit a gal??? a gal tat has a bf!?!?! haiz... when i went out lepakin.. on d way back.. i saw him sittin nearby my workin place wit another gal... haiz.. i js nodded my head n walk pass by him.. i stand near my shop entrance n peep at him.. when i c him, i remind back bout our old memories.. makin me feel tat i m a useless gf.. if i werent useless, v wouldnt be seperate now... when i went for my break, i went to look 4 my fren.. i CRIED!! cuz of my ex-s!! haiz.. after a while, i was fine... at nite when i working... i saw my frens tat related to my 3rd ex... those frens was d one tat intro my 3rd ex to me.. when i saw them, i remind back of my 3rd ex...i was down again! haiz!! if i do smoke, i would smoke a dozen 2nite!! one day meet back 3 of my past relationship!! y?!?!?! y!?!?!? i reali nid ppl to comfort me down b4 i did smthg stupid! =( *sobz*

haiz...

2008-02-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

2day work 4 nine hrs... den watch movie.. den go home... n on9?? haiz.. 2ml valentine's day weih.. ask 2 of my bestie out 2ml.. but both nt sure can go a nt... sadnye!!! =( dahlah tak ada bf!!! now bestie also duwan me!! *sobz* haiz.. i reali reali miss him... but he's a BASTARD! but i DAM miss him!! =( few days ago... i also dreamt of him.. but y muz he treat me like tis?? i reali wanna noe y?? after 8 days... he left me.. tats totally PLAYING!! but he said its not... his bday js passed nt long... by ryte tat day i shud be celebratin wit him... but after xmas last year... haiz... y?? until now i stil cant get y muz he treat me like tis... y?

bad day...

2008-02-05T16:43:00.000-08:00

wtf!?!?!? early in d morning i gt my back pain n leg cramp!!! dam pain weih!!! almost cried... *sob* hopefully my mum's massage cld hlp me reduce d pain when i wokrin later.. guess wad??? 2day is chinese new year eve... but i gotta work!!! but no worries... half day ni... =D but stil i tink 2day i wil hav a bad day 2day.... i gt my leg cramp.. back pain... n next is???? hopefully its a gud thing... lol.. =D

a day??

2008-01-31T07:17:00.001-08:00

wow!! yday was a day for me.. i work 9 hrs... den straight to movie wit irwin.. den yum cha wit him.. i reach home at 11 sumthin... it was so tiring... guess wad movie i watch last nite?? its SWEENEY TODD. walao!!! d movie was SCARY la.. almost half of d movie i closed my eyes!! haha.. i m kinda wasted irwin's money!! but irwin, thx 4 d movie!!! xD when v go yum cha... i bring irwin one big round in kepong area.. i tink he was pissed off la.. lol. cuz from pj to jinjang area den drive back to kepong n to my housin area (maluri)... tats reali a BIG round.. lol.. xD v went mamak at d end.. lol.. he was a nice guy.. =D but he SMOKES!!! haha!!

lucky me!!!

2008-01-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

wow!! 2day i dam lucky!! gt extra rm15 to makan tis week!! xD tis is bcuz of one of my customer belanja!! *BELANJA* yday he bought a bracelet cost rm149... after 5 mins... i managed to do my sale... den 2day suddenly he rush in wit few bundles of papers.. he showed me.. he said.. 'rachel, act my lucky stone is nt blue sapphire but MOONSTONE'... i was like.. * so wad is he gonna do??? get another wan* but he ask for an exchange.. den i get him a moonstone bracelet but wit higher price.. all he hav to do is top up RM15... but he gave me rm30.. when i gave him back d receipt with the rm15... he said.. 'take tat rm15! sincere from my heart' i was like.. 'no. i cant take it.. its nt mine..' then he kept on refusin to take it back.. n then he grabbed his bag n leave d shop.. i was stoned!! 'i duno wad to do wit tat rm15.. my fren ask me keep it.. i m like.. ok then.. so i kept it.. lol.. isnt he a good guy??? haha!! xD

work!!!

2008-01-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

work!! dam stressed wei!! more STRESSED UP than STUDIES!!! WTH?!?!? thr is tis NEW gal workin in d same shop wit me.. few weeks after she work, she kinda 'makan' my sales!!! 2day she also more or less do d same thing again although now group sales!! haiz... but workin life is like tat wan.. hav to be patient lo!! everythin was fine xcept 4 tat prob!! lol!!

my 1st time...

2008-01-21T05:03:00.000-08:00

woohoo!! blogging huh?? every1 loves blogging!! y ar?? another way to share our life?? maybe?! xD my life now quite terrible.. no college!!! no hanging outs!! no clubbing!! but WORK!! dam stressed up!! but to me.. its fine!! cuz i cld spend my time. at the same time, earn MONEY too. $.$ muahahaha!!! i miss skul life!! but if i do hav a choice, i wldnt wan to go back thr!!! lol!! i kinda lose contact wit a lot of ppl these days... esther is gone.. shin lin studyin... ashraf?? duno ler.. i miss other gang too.. but mostly they all went studyin la.. =( i wanna study too!! but gotta w8 next intake!! sad case!! but nvm la.. at least i m stil FREE!!! xD