funny?!?!?

hmmm... bout d guy i mention b4 tis... i act went to catch a movie wit him on wed.... everythin was goin well... till after d movie... i brought him to d place i works cuz i wanna my fren to 'tilik nasib' bout his feelings towards me... but unfortunately... d process did nt run well... n one of my staff asked him... 'do u like rachel? u wan us to hlp u out?' she asked him like tis... he was stoned... pack his stuff n jus walk away... i was like... ' wow! how can he do tat? how can he walk away without tellin me he's leavin?' even if he feels shy, he shud at least leave a msg tellin me he's leavin for some reason... but without anythin he walked away... haiz... i reali tink he's nt d guy 4 me... i dun deserve tis type of guy!! i deserve a way better wan than him!! my frens told me tat tis type of guy ar... cannot b trusted wan!! haha!!

advices?!?!?

hmph!!! ^.- i m kinda confused now... duno whether i shud go wit tis guy... well... i met him nearby my workin place.. more or less 2 mths v noe each other.. but these days... he reacted quite diff... d way he treat me... d way he look at me.. d way he talks to me.. n d funny thing is he even asked can he tackle me... *blushin* OMG!!! i was stoned when he ask tat ques ler... haha! act.... he's quite kind... good hearted... tall... caring... funny... he treats me gud.. he cares bout me a lot! alwiz ask whether i full a nt. lol. cuz i dun eat a lot when i go break wit him... haha!!! i feel comfortable when i m wit him... haha.. mayb cuz he's a tall guy! lol xD he bought me a BIG bar or TOBLERONE chocolate!! xD so sweet of him!! den.. bcuz of wanna watch movie wit me... he act replace back his 3 workin hrs on his off day ler... i feel so guilty!! so i muz reali reali go watch movie wit him 2ml... haha! xD so how ar?? if he ever ask tat 'QUES'.... WAD SHUD I ANS???

a**hole!!! *sry 4 being rude...*

stupid la.. beginning of d day i ady got screwed up by my fren... wth!!! i m suppose to bring her stuff tis morning... but unfortunately when i go work. i 4GOT!!! den when she ask, i say i 4got la... immediately she show her stupid face!!! d mm song face!! wth weih!!! nt i duwan bring ma.. my memory so bad.... she show her temper in front of me weih!! i also do my part la!! i called my dad n bring d stuff to my shop!! n i jus throw it on d table!! whole day i nvr talk to her!! she's a stupid b***h!!! sry 4 being rude...

lonely....

suddenly i felt dam lonely... no frens around... nobody talked to me... nobody called me... nobody ask me out... i m like lost all my closed frens... n d worst thing is i gt nobody in my life... *boyfren i meant* even when i m sad, nobody knew it.. when i m happy, also nobody wil realise i m happy... even 2day i jus wanna go break wit my skulmate, he said he goin break wit his fren... when i off work, i saw him wit another gal.. i felt tat i m too botherin him.. cuz past few days, i hav look for him cuz i had probs... mayb i m botherin him too much... tats y he duwan talk to me... if den i stop la... i also had a fren... he oni talk to me past 2 days... the person nvr msg me in these 2 days... when i msg him 2day... i feel tat i m also botherin him... m i act botherin ppl a lot??? whr r my close frens??? i nid u guys badly!!!

sad!!!

haiz... 2day is a reali sad day 4 me.. b4 i go work.. i go walk around one utama.. i was shocked!! i saw my 1st ex!! my godness!! i was like STONED!! of all ppl, y HIM??? den fine la.. during work.. i was servin... a gang passed by.. guess who??? its my 2nd ex wit his frens.. n d worst thing is.... HE'S WIT A GAL!?!?! i was like *WTH* !!! y let me c him wit a gal??? a gal tat has a bf!?!?! haiz... when i went out lepakin.. on d way back.. i saw him sittin nearby my workin place wit another gal... haiz.. i js nodded my head n walk pass by him.. i stand near my shop entrance n peep at him.. when i c him, i remind back bout our old memories.. makin me feel tat i m a useless gf.. if i werent useless, v wouldnt be seperate now... when i went for my break, i went to look 4 my fren.. i CRIED!! cuz of my ex-s!! haiz.. after a while, i was fine... at nite when i working... i saw my frens tat related to my 3rd ex... those frens was d one tat intro my 3rd ex to me.. when i saw them, i remind back of my 3rd ex...i was down again! haiz!! if i do smoke, i would smoke a dozen 2nite!! one day meet back 3 of my past relationship!! y?!?!?! y!?!?!? i reali nid ppl to comfort me down b4 i did smthg stupid! =( *sobz*

haiz...

2day work 4 nine hrs... den watch movie.. den go home... n on9?? haiz.. 2ml valentine's day weih.. ask 2 of my bestie out 2ml.. but both nt sure can go a nt... sadnye!!! =( dahlah tak ada bf!!! now bestie also duwan me!! *sobz* haiz.. i reali reali miss him... but he's a BASTARD! but i DAM miss him!! =( few days ago... i also dreamt of him.. but y muz he treat me like tis?? i reali wanna noe y?? after 8 days... he left me.. tats totally PLAYING!! but he said its not... his bday js passed nt long... by ryte tat day i shud be celebratin wit him... but after xmas last year... haiz... y?? until now i stil cant get y muz he treat me like tis... y?

bad day...

wtf!?!?!? early in d morning i gt my back pain n leg cramp!!! dam pain weih!!! almost cried... *sob* hopefully my mum's massage cld hlp me reduce d pain when i wokrin later.. guess wad??? 2day is chinese new year eve... but i gotta work!!! but no worries... half day ni... =D but stil i tink 2day i wil hav a bad day 2day.... i gt my leg cramp.. back pain... n next is???? hopefully its a gud thing... lol.. =D