sad!!!

haiz... 2day is a reali sad day 4 me.. b4 i go work.. i go walk around one utama.. i was shocked!! i saw my 1st ex!! my godness!! i was like STONED!! of all ppl, y HIM??? den fine la.. during work.. i was servin... a gang passed by.. guess who??? its my 2nd ex wit his frens.. n d worst thing is.... HE'S WIT A GAL!?!?! i was like *WTH* !!! y let me c him wit a gal??? a gal tat has a bf!?!?! haiz... when i went out lepakin.. on d way back.. i saw him sittin nearby my workin place wit another gal... haiz.. i js nodded my head n walk pass by him.. i stand near my shop entrance n peep at him.. when i c him, i remind back bout our old memories.. makin me feel tat i m a useless gf.. if i werent useless, v wouldnt be seperate now... when i went for my break, i went to look 4 my fren.. i CRIED!! cuz of my ex-s!! haiz.. after a while, i was fine... at nite when i working... i saw my frens tat related to my 3rd ex... those frens was d one tat intro my 3rd ex to me.. when i saw them, i remind back of my 3rd ex...i was down again! haiz!! if i do smoke, i would smoke a dozen 2nite!! one day meet back 3 of my past relationship!! y?!?!?! y!?!?!? i reali nid ppl to comfort me down b4 i did smthg stupid! =( *sobz*